Saturday, February 28, 2009

Swag Window Window Treatments (how To Make)



Since the thoughts racing through my heads prefer the english language for the reason of lacking expressions in German, I'm not going to translate.
The last days and weeks were everything but relaxing, not only my thoughts were racing, but also my heart and body were running at exceptional speed.
Exhausting. I am exhausted by fear, love and work. Work is the most crucial reason, I think.
My focus, or better: fixation on reading books has turned into a desperate craving for moments of silence and warmth, both found at home , which is not meant locally but literally.

For surviving these weeks, I have to thank the Kings of Leon for their music, especially for the songs on "Only by the Night" - for waking me up, for letting me sleep and dream.

Thinking of everything that has been unpleasant during these weeks, I have to say it gives me (us, in fact) a good feeling for doing things the last time. It was the last time I have written a maths test. Insignificant, in truth, but still enough to get distracted from other thoughts.
Just as the fact that I have - finally - got two charms for my bracelet this morning, given to me by people I love. This bracelet is now meaning much more to me than all my other jewelry. Nice.

So what has happened this month.. let me see.
We have been snowboarding in Salzburg - Hochkrimml - where I finally could use my new board and could use my unpleasant attraction to misfortune for getting bitten (well, not actually bitten.. I'm a bit of a crybaby..) by a dog.
We got a new neighbour and "playmate". <3
I have decided to extend my CD collection a little bit.
We have celebrated 4 birthdays.
I have written my last maths test as well as my last German test (besides my matura).




Wanting too much.
And given much more than I deserve.